I don't want children
It's been a while since I've posted on here. A lot has been going on in the past 2 years and honestly it has been a very difficult time for me. I graduated last year and will be finished with my dietetic internship in a few weeks. Until this year I hadn't realized how strongly I dislike the dietetic internship process and requirements but we'll save that for another post. Right now I want to talk about something that has been on my mind for the past several months. Back in January I joined a dating website (ChristianMingle if you're wondering). I've never been in a dating relationship before but I would like to get married one day so I thought this would be a good way to interact with guys in a way I felt comfortable because this is one of the areas my social anxiety tends to flare up. I have always known I don't want to have children and by always I mean since puberty so for about 10 years. Well the thing I didn't realize was how hard it was